We lost another little baby. I am just waiting for my miscarriage to start at home now. I was 11 weeks on Thursday. I went in today for an ultrasound because I was spotting and cramping yesterday. I really thought I would see either twins again or an 11 week old baby with a strong heartbeat. But, I had lost the baby back around 6 weeks or so. I asked the ultrasound tech why my pregnancy tests still come back red and why I am still nauseated. She shared that it’s because I’m still pregnant. I guess you can be pregnant and not have a live baby and have all the symptoms. Pregnancy always meant a “live” baby to me. So, I am sad today, my head is in a fog and I know what is coming in the next few days to week or two. I wish I was in our home, it’s hard to go through things like this in an apartment. I’m sad today… I really want another boy. Maybe one more… but I’ll be 44 then. Thanks for your prayers, I could use them today.