I will be 40 next month. I still look and feel so young. However, there are changes going on in my body that each month are indicating that the time is short for bearing children. We saw five children from the Lord before I even had Elisabeth… though we want more as tired as we are sometimes. As hard as it is at times. But, you can’t beat God and you can’t keep your body young forever. I pray that I can be thankful to carry one more child in my womb. Another boy. This time of childbearing, whenever it ends will be too short. I love my children and love my babies. How I will miss holding a baby one day.