Updates… and We’re Moving!

I didn’t realize that I haven’t even come on here to share that Benjamin’s appointment for the MRI is on August 10th. A lot has been going on here, good and bad, so I think you will understand my absence lately.

Benjamin – We came to a beautiful place of rest with Benjamin after a few days or a week. When I was pregnant with him early on, I kept sharing with my husband Matthew, “Don’t be surprised if we have a disabled child.”  My husband can vouch for this.  ; )  For some reason I felt the Lord was preparing me for this and I came to a place where I thought it would be a benefit to our family and our lives more than anything else. When the ultrasounds showed him to be perfectly formed and the tests showed no sign of down syndrome, I supposed that maybe I was just thinking that up. So, it really doesn’t come to a total surprise that something is wrong with Benjamin. His cognitive development seems pretty normal and that’s all that matters to me…. I need a relationship with him whether his legs work or not. I know that sounds silly but that’s what’s important to me. I have a couple of friends who have children with cerebral palsy and while there are different degrees and types of cerebral palsy, their children who have hypotonic CP (which is what Benjamin has if he has it due to his floppy tone in his legs), their children were walking before the age of two and most can hardly tell they have CP other than a slight limp or something.

So with Benjamin it is not as hard as we thought it would be in the beginning, what was and is hard was that my health took another turn on July 7th. I walked into my bathroom to throw something away and as I turned around to come out, everything started to spin so bad and slow that I had to lay down. I remember putting my hands forward. I don’t remember falling. Hannah called to me a few times after she saw me fall and when I finally responded and told her to get Dad. She shared later that I was shaking on the floor after I fell. Matthew drove me to the ER while our dear neighbor came over to watch the kids.  They hooked me up to monitor my heart. It was skipping beats so much I couldn’t talk at times and my resting pulse was high.  He thought I had a case of tachycardia. They didn’t know if my fall was heart related or if I fainted or had a seizure or what. The ectopic beats were only PVC’s so they sent me home after a couple of hours and set me up on a holter monitor the following week to check my heart. It came back normal. Going back… they did do a CAT scan on my head and didn’t see any tumors either. I am supposed to see a  neurologist now for an EEG and MRI but the appointment isn’t until October…. we can’t do that because we are moving.

Moving now? Yes, can you believe the timing of it all? We seriously considered pulling the home off the market but we had just had some people look at the home before all of this happened. We then thought that since all of the important appointments are 4 1/2 hours away in Spokane, it would be better if there is a problem with Benjamin that he needs further evaluation or me with the neurologists that we can head to Kansas after the closing of the home and be hours closer to a big hospital. The University of Kansas City Hospital has 34 neurologists alone! The timing of this could really be wonderful. We just can’t keep going to Spokane for serious appointments anymore, it’s really just too far.

Next, in the middle of the purchase and sales agreement to our home, we found the dishwasher had a small leak as we had found a couple of bubbles underneath the vinyl when we pulled up the rug. Our insurance deductible is too high so we are having to pay for this ourselves.  : (  It is hard. We just painstakingly did without since November to pay off so much debt…. $14,000 – beans and chicken is what we’ve lived on for dinners. We only have one last payment of $700 and so this is very, very hard on us. My poor husband has been working on the floor for days now. He’s tired but he’s cheerful. I love him so. We pulled up most of it in a day. I cut the vinyl and he pulled up the pressboard underneath. They shouldn’t have had pressboard in a kitchen as it expands when it gets wet! He wants to do the job right so it was a labor to get down to the original wood. Matthew has laid tile and wood floors, tiling in kitchens and done roofing for years in his own business before we got married so he knows what he is doing. We had some professionals come out and look at the water damage and check the moisture in the wood with a hydrometer. They set up hot air blowers for a few days and they finally came out today, were satisfied with the results and patched up the drywall on the ceiling in the basement. They did an excellent job – excellent. Matthew is nearly done prepping the floor now so he can start to lay the bamboo flooring tomorrow. It is so pretty that I told him to keep a piece that’s left to take with us  as a sample for our next home one day. So, please pray for my husband as he finishes the prep work and starts laying the flooring tomorrow. I’m washing dishes by hand but not too many…. lots of paper plates and sandwiches and crackers, cheese and salami and fruits. We don’t want to put the table up again so we just disassembled it for the move. The kids eat on a small table in the bedroom and on some desks we around…. sometimes just the floor.

We’re all getting by okay. I am feeling well now, pretty good on the energy, happy and optimistic. I’ve been taking some adrenal cortex from Swansons Vitamins and I think it’s been helping. The kids are enjoying their break from math.  : ) and we are just so happy that we are moving. See, God does reward our faith and works when we do them. Often times we get ourselves into trouble (us buying a home that’s over our heads) but He shows us the way out. I knew, I just knew that when we paid off our debt we incurred by how the sale of our home went in Iowa and buying this home here that God would move us soon if we would just pay off our debt and here is the evidence of God’s work, the witness of how faith and works go hand in hand, how a little suffering in obedience is really the right way oftentimes (contrary to the teachings in the church today).  : )

So, please continue to pray for us. All of our dear friends you all mean so much to us. We love you all! You’ve shown us love, care and concern these past months and it’s been so good to our hearts. I will find a day to catch up on our pictures from a walk from a month or two ago… a cute video of the kids running around the tree on our property and then will blog when I can or share a quick update on Benjamin or the move coming up around the first of September. Take care, I hope you all are having a good summer and trying to stay cool.  : ) Talk to you soon! Thank you for your prayers.

The Garden This Year

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While these cherries are not from our garden, we are blessed with free cherries every year. My husband picks up the wood each year that the men would have to stand around and burn all day long. They think we are doing them a favor while they are actually the one’s doing us a favor. They give us free wood and then free apples and free cherries from the orchards around here each year.  I believe the kids and Dad have picked 10 boxes this year. Many were split due to the rain so we are worried about how they are going to profit this year.

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These strawberries are from our garden. Many, many daughter plants came from the original 240 plants or so that my husband planted last year. Our freezer is full and we delight in having them in our smoothies, for freezer jam and the pies I still need to make. We are into raspberries too so I made a raspberry cobbler the other day.  : )

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My homemade raw tahini…. I’ll have to post the recipe next time. It’s delicious.

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Our turnips have won us over more than anything this year. We cannot indulge in these enough. We cook the greens lightly in just a tad of water and steam the turnips separately. Lots of butter on both and a little parmesan on the greens and it makes for such a healthy and wonderful addition to your main meal.

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The greens of the turnips…

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Some of our strawberries this year…

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Every afternoon while the littles are napping, the kids help out Dad in the garden. They even helped Dad pick some raspberries at 8:00 last night before bed as we didn’t want to lose any. They especially love to help Dad at night before heading to bed to read.

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Update

We’re still waiting for insurance to approve the MRI. We were told that it takes longer to approve an MRI because he’s a baby. He seems so normal to us other than not crawling or walking… the sad thing is to see other babies that are younger than him doing twice as much. That’s when it hits us that there’s something wrong. We are doing okay though and he’s doing okay.  : )

Our Dear Benjamin

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When this picture was taken recently, we had a suspicion that something might be wrong with you Benjamin. You are coming up on a year old and still not pulling yourself up, crawling or walking. With a recent appointment your doctor referred you to a Pediatric Neurologist at the Children’s Hospital in Spokane for an MRI so we can find out what’s going on… we have a suspicion of cerebral palsy the hypotonic type as you do not have stiff legs, rather they are soft and not doing what they need to be doing.  You kick happily as any boy would, you always pull your sweet legs up to cuddle in against me when I nurse you. I love your legs and love everything about you. That’s why it’s so hard. We had one of the hardest, saddest and most concerning weekends we’ve ever had over any of our children these past few days. I had literal waves of pain overtake me off and on throughout each day since finding out on Friday that there’s an urgency for you to be seen. But somehow you are going to be okay. And when we find out what is going on with you, I have a story to share about something the Lord put on my heart when I was pregnant with you early on.


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Video from 2 weeks ago or so…

 

A Funny Story

Daddy took these pictures this time so upon viewing them, I thought I was seeing a sad story unfold. I’ll share what I thought I was seeing and then share what was really going on.KODAK Digital Still CameraAll looked well here. They had been picking spinach up at the garden with Dad.KODAK Digital Still CameraStill fine…KODAK Digital Still CameraHannah starting to look sad.KODAK Digital Still CameraHannah obviously hurt by Pup’s injustice in hoarding the bowl of spinach. This picture of Hannah hurt me. And look at Elisabeth… you have to know her. Sometimes she can well…  be this way.KODAK Digital Still CameraHurt turned to inquisitiveness – “Why are you this way?”KODAK Digital Still CameraPup all happy because she got her way.KODAK Digital Still CameraOh, now she is going to be good and share… Pup’s terms of course.  ; )KODAK Digital Still CameraBest friends again. All is well.KODAK Digital Still CameraThere can’t be any other explanation for what I saw in these pictures but there was. I brought them into the office the next morning to talk about the pictures and they shared that the sun was just in their eyes. There was no problem with Elisabeth hoarding the bowl of spinach. They were all happy and had a wonderful time other than having the sun glaring into their eyes.  If their confident, cheerful voices responding to my questions showed any wavering, I couldn’t have been sold on anything other than this story I saw. But, it was what it was…. just the sun. Cute story anyways, but I’m glad it didn’t happen. : )

Health Update

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I know what you all were thinking.  ; )  You were thinking that my adrenals were shot from having all these crazy kids… ha ha. Well, they are just fine! Good and fine. My ACTH Stimulation test showed that I have healthy adrenal glands.

However, my cortisol levels are still low so they are doing more blood work and looking at other possible causes. I’ll update later if it’s anything significant.

A Bit of the Family

I am a couple of months behind with blogging but am venturing to catch up these next few days. These were taken in April/early May.DSC_0054-001Daddy drew this fish for Happy Hanni to color in. She loves it! DSC_0063

I think they both did a very good job together.DSC_0005Poor Elisabeth. This was 2 days after she hurt her arm on the trampoline by doing flips. They put it in a cast the following week and since these pictures are so old, she’s been out of her cast already for several weeks. She was in it for a month. Thank God after 2 days of having her arm in the sling, she bounced back and started having fun again, but in a different way… coloring and reading books. She never once complained and seemed very happy and content! We were really surprised. Now she’s back to riding her scooter and having lots of fun. She still has to wait a couple more weeks before she goes on the trampoline. We will get rid of the trampoline if there is one more accident. They are abiding by the rules now so we’ll see….  : )DSC_0020Matthew the farmer. He loves gardening with Daddy and loves all kinds of plants whether they be bean plants, cactus or tomato plants. He’s been wanting a Venus Fly Trap plant but they didn’t have any so we picked him up a cactus. DSC_0023

It almost looks native to his area. We have a few cactus up here in North Central Washington. The kids get  them stuck in their feet each summer.   : (DSC_0030Mr. Handsome – Daddy that is…   : )  Lots of little pictures of you here at 9 months old sitting with your Daddy.DSC_0027All curious.DSC_0024DSC_0037Mr. Blue Eyes. Things are a bit slow here where we live. We still have another appointment for him to go in (end of July) before his procedure for his eye ducts.DSC_0033DSC_0044Momma making some pretty curtains. I spied this fabric at Walmart many months ago while we were paying off our first part of the debt. After we paid off the first $5,000, we took a month off to restock and I bought this (God must have held it for me) to make some pretty curtains. I still have yet to buy a rod for it (after we pay off the rest of our debt in August) and I’ll take a picture of them then. DSC_0008…and more pictures of you little Benjamin! I couldn’t decide so I put them all up. You little cutie. DSC_0007DSC_0005DSC_0001Benjamin at 9 1/2 months old.